If you've seen the Disney movie "Enchanted," you know her. She's
Giselle. Poor thing, I tease her whenever someone turns her down and she
goes "Ooooh!" just like Giselle on the movie.
To
be honest, though, we are REALLY struggling to find. It's never
happened in my mission before....we just literally are not finding any
solid people. And when we do find people who we get excited about, we
never see them again. And obviously if we're not finding, it means we're
not teaching, etc..... We've had to be extremely creative in our
finding efforts this week. We are literally utilizing every resource
possible! We dug through the area book for formers (and definitely saw
some cool miracles with that!), we went to UM campus this week with a
member to look into getting a booth set up where we could hand out
pamphlets/answer questions/give out pass-along cards, and we've
especially been working a ton to get member referrals. We both feel
really strongly that the Lord wants us to start working with the members
and that he really wants them to step it up. In my mission, I've never
really tried too hard to get member referrals because we've always been
able to find people based on our own efforts. But both of us have really
felt that this is the way the work needs to be going and that until the
members start hastening the work with their friends and family members,
we will continue to struggle to find.
As
a result, we have been talking to all of the members about introducing
us to their loved ones. The members truly are amazing; every last one of
them is having weekly missionary experiences and sharing the gospel
with those around them. They just get nervous about bridging the gap and
actually introducing these people to us. Most of them aren't sure how
to go about it, either. All week long we have been answering questions
about things they can say to their friends in order to bring us, the
missionaries, into the picture. Yesterday at church we actually
ROLEPLAYED in front of the elders' quorum to show them how easy it can
be. And thankfully, our efforts are paying off! Last night we had an
INCREDIBLY powerful lesson with our ward mission leader & his
non-member sister. It truly was one of the most spirit-filled lessons
I've taught on my mission. All of our lives were changed. Sister Clayton
and I came out of that lesson and we both looked at eachother and
said.....THIS is the way the Lord wants his work done! It
needs to be through the members. That is why the prophet and apostles
keep BEGGING us to be member missionaries and to share the gospel with
our friends. I finally GET it! There
was such a powerful spirit during the lesson because of Andrew's pure
love for his sister and his strong desire to have her be a part of the
gospel. And
because of that, WE were able to immediately love her and all of us,
her included, were able to feel our Heavenly Father's love for her.
Aahh! It was awesome. I wish I could express to you what it was like to
sit in that lesson and watch both of them get teary-eyed as she started
to experience feelings she had never felt before and couldn't quite
explain. I am totally converted to member referrals!So we are really
excited to start getting the members on board. Throughout this process,
I'm really having to learn to trust God and especially his timing...and
it's good for me. :)
This
week, working with the members so much has also taught me an important
lesson. Obviously, I know that my mission doesn't end when I go
home....but I'm finally beginning to realize that when I go home, my
mission is really just starting. Elder Torres once said something really
profound to me. He said, "A mission is a role play for the rest of your
life." This week I realized just how true this is....a mission is
really just the MTC for the rest of our lives. My best missionary work
will begin when I go home. I am here, in a spiritually-satiated
environment for 18 months in order to learn how to be a
missionary, not to complete my mission and then just leave everything I
learned on the shelf. It is vital that I take these skills I learn and
put them to use for the rest of my life! I am determined to go home and
continue to share the gospel with those around me. After all, that's
what God needs. He doesn't just need 18-month or 2-year missionaries, he
needs lifetime missionaries. As I realized that this week, it brought a
huge sense of relief with it. I am still in denial about my mission
winding down, but coming to this realization helped me recognize that it
really will be okay. My mission definitely isn't going to end when I
take off my nametag. Rather, I'll be finishing my mission "training" and
I'll be stepping into the real mission.
Well,
here we go...another week in the exciting land of Miami. Keep praying
that we'll find golden YSA who are ready to be baptized and who are
preferably NOT in love with my companion.
xoxo,
sister dougal
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